Tuesday, May 28, 2013

Full Circle

Well here I am full circle within 5 months.  So much has happened within a 5 month period.  I actually received the opportunity due to my circumstances to live in my rv full time.  As a result of living in the rv full time I came to realize that the RV that my husband and I purchased was not meant for full time living of our family.  From the toilet leaking, to the leak in the roof, to the air conditioners not being operable (which is just not feasible in the state of Arizona once you hit May and sometimes even April), to my husband not being the man that I thought or at least hoped he was. One thing is for sure I feel as if I lived practically a full life in 5 months.

Now that I am no longer living full time in my rv the one thing I know for certain is that I want to be a full time rver for at least 2-3 years.  I have to say that I'm more excited about it now as a single woman than I was as a married one.  I don't have the negativity of my husband saying no we won't be able to do that or no we can't do that.

I"m super excited about my journey but my journey has to be right and my daughter has to be done with everything she needs to do to prepare for her future.

So as a result my daughter and I are in a small 1 bedroom duplex and I have to say it is pretty awesome having my eighteen year old as a roommate.  She needs to finish school and then possibly go to community college and transfer to a four year. Or do whatever she feels that she needs to do to secure her life.

I am now once again a wanna be full time rver but this time with a confirmation that this life is definitely the life I want.

It's amazing how our lives sometimes have to come full circle in order to confirm what it is that we truly want to do.